timing milieu..

No one can go back n start all over again afresh, but anyone can start from now n make a new ending… At times I feel this really should be the only concern to each one of us… but contrary to this, none ever think of starting afresh whenever anyone of us have a setback… all we can concentrate on at the junction is why the bloody hell now, how come with me, what went wrong and most promptly n prominently my fucking luck. Quite ironically it’s almost the same course for everyone despite the disparities in their situations… Come to think of it how more easier life could have been if we had a tendency to stop only to think of newer ways so as to move ahead than to curse n dug out the reasons as to why we stopped… but then maybe this is what exactly we are all about, humans n their life. Though even this isn’t bad deal if one thinks about it hard, for at times one need to know the past as well, for there too lays a part of us that is never coming back. But yes always sticking by one’s past n almost camping there is not the real deal. For no matter whether we do it willingly or unwillingly we move on, just coz we have to n always will… And despite us not wanting or needing them, newer paths n journeys keep adding themselves to our ultimate journey of finding our own selves… and frankly it’s better for us to look forward into the dreams of our future to reach the end eventually, though in process also not forgetting to turn back once in a while n peer into the shadows of our past as well, ever… for our being is like a clock, where movement is only possible with time… our past being the seconds' hand moving the present of minute hand which always has n will move our future in hours' hand. For its past of man, that makes him the way he is at present n only present him has the power to sculpt the future… And eventually all one ever need is do, in order reach wherever (s)he ever wanted n needed to, is to have legs steadily moving in present with eyes always looking forward into the future with past being carried in the heart n mind always…

-neh..