You know love its quite strange how in a span of mere twenty four hours so many things go on, for that matter of fact even a single moment seems too darn long… but you know the thing is that all day long we do, think, plan, hope, wish even without realizing for a moment how much exactly is happening… and in the same flow we keep moving forth… and then when one day we pause to take a breather we see n exclaim how everything has changed… And you know it’s quite difficult for our own self to realize that the person staring at us in the mirror is no one else but our own self… but what’s harder is to accept that it’s actually us only… You know it’s in moments like this that I feel an urge, a craving, a need… never to forget to stop very once in a while n smell the roses, to a have a breather n take in the sun-rise, to shrug off all my clothes n take a long dip in the sea, to get muddy n kick up some deep puddles, to just stop thinking n just simply be… For nothing is really worth it, if one can’t identity one’s own self… Granted at times we are ignorant of others in our life but the day we stop connecting with ourselves, that day everything is simply wasted, nothing more nothing less… You know it’s not like as many think, life doesn’t change just out of the blue; in reality it has been changing an inch regularly only we were clueless about it for we were way to busy with our ‘life’ to actually observe where to it was heading… And that’s the only reason that when we finally catch up n open our eyes we feel that everything has changed overnight… But tris how exactly we can be so unconcerned regarding something that’s breathing life every moment within us, for us, how… Can’t we start investing sometime in our selves also… am not talking about hours and hours at length, just a few minutes every now n then… with our own selves, with those who make a part of ourselves… with everything n anything that is us, has been us n will be us.. a smallest investment, but with highest of commitment… coz it doesn’t do good to forget that if one can’t find for one own self than one can’t really do justice towards others as well…
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Hmmmmm..Didnt Tris reply that the Self is the most difficult one to find in this life ? It is shy and invisible...will be always with us but want to hide with us. I think it is the most responsible task of a person to find his own self in his life time.
ReplyDeleteLife is maya...we change time to time..not only by body...but by mind too. This mind is mysterious and the greatest manipulator. He has the responsibility to hide this innocent self from us. For that it will play any kind of drama in our life. Even it will change us in that mirror too.
True...finding some moments for us or to live life for us..will give greatest satisfaction in life. Tris may not have any doubt on that...but is it not our responsibility to find that moments our own ?
Kya huaa.....chup kyon hei !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeletewellll.. it's difficult.. but as a very good friend of mine keeps reminding me.. if a thing is difficult than it's really necessary for us to give it a shot for its still not impossible impossible..
ReplyDeleteand you know, our mind or the brain.. is a great master coz we let it be but it can be a better slave if we let ourselves be..
and am not forcing anyone to just go numb on others in one's life and concentrate on just their own self.. and agreed they have to find that "own" time on their own only.. all am doing is expressing that there is a need for going on that particular search.. my English teacher used to remind us of this.. if you can't have even 1/2 hour in the whole day just for your own self, then those 23 n 1/2 hours weren't that big a success either..
and as for the silence.. I like going in that mode, every once in a while.. this is me.. all layered up.. remember, these are "pages" my pages..
Aaah...now relaxed :)) Thanks
ReplyDeletehahahahaha.. daffur.. :D
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